Tuesday, February 23, 2010


Sometimes it is hard to not feel sorry for myself. I decided to do some research and it seems to take 3 to 4 months for the agency to refer 1 month worth of families. I watch as other people's newborns pass milestones and grow into toddlers and beyond. Other women I know have had two pregnancies in the time that I have been unable to have even one. I feel like I am so behind. I always wanted to be a young mom. Now I just want to be a mom and even that seems like it is never going to happen.


  1. We'll be mommies one day! It may not be in our timeframe so we must rely on God and his perfect timing. I completely understand how you feel and I'm sure some days are harder than others.

    Big Hugs! I think about you often!

  2. I'm always thinking about you, Rachel. And keeping you in my prayers. I hate that this journey has been so difficult for you. I wish I knew the right thing to say or how to be a better friend but all I can do is send you hugs. {big hug here}

  3. I completely know what you are going through (been going through this for three and a half years). It's tough. Give yourself lots of love.


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